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Julius
What keeps me awake at night is wondering if he was scared, or if he was ready. It’s less painful to believe there is another world, but that is a pill I have never been able to swallow. Everyone has been saying “it is what it is”. Well, they’re certainly not wrong. I just don’t think “what it is” has sunken in yet. Maybe that will become more clear when I stop feeling like I’m going to see him again.
