Yeeeah
It’s amazing how quickly we can regret things. I am working on suppressing my tendencies to constantly erase the past (or to try, at least). I am working on a lot of things!
Now no one will ever be confused about how awesome I am.
Kate and I had a weenie roast!
What a stressful freakin day. I forgot I was supposed to cover for someone tonight and completely missed work for the first time in my whole life! I feel like such an asshole! As if shelling out $147 for that VT speeding ticket wasn’t enough to make me feel like a jerk.
At least Barack Obama is already kicking ass at the whole President thing, and at least I got to do some yoga and some exercise today. My Studio Recording class this morning was definitely good news, too.
But college audition stress is sucking my life force (I just need to be done with that), and now I have no money or time for loving.
Oh well, maybe I will find 50 bucks in an old box of tampons and I can do loving next weekend.
BIG SIGH.
How on earth did I pull off a GPA of 4.0?! I’ve never had straight As in my whole life. High fives for a successful first semester and fingers crossed for more to come.
My dad once said that everybody is either spiraling downward or climbing higher in life at any given time. I think my life is proof of how wrong that is. I feel like I am constantly experiencing both simultaneously, and it’s very disorienting.
But awesome!.
Welcome, this the beginning of fudge.
This is how it all starts.
This is what makes fudge happen!
Fudge, becoming fudge!
